It was a football game at Notre dame's stadium we were playing Easton. Before the game I drove my car to a grass part to look at the field because it was the last game of the season. As I’m looking around I see her, Ellyana. Smiling and having fun with her friends in Easton student section. I froze, as we made eye contact I drove away, in fear. Then I remember Eastons running back, running onto the field super late and I started warming up aswell. I kept glancing over, it was the first time I saw her. Then before the game for some reason we were talking to the opposing team inside of the school, and as I’m talking to this Easton guy, I see her running to the glass doors to where we were. She bangs on the glass, and I reached my hand to get the door smiling, and the Easton guy opened it and they hugged and he swung her around. They both looked at me, and kissed each other. I fell back, in anger, but then I heard her voice as clear as it was on FaceTime. And my anger changed to sadness. Memories flooded into my head and they looked at me laughing. The next thing I remember was I was alone, and wanted to punch or fight someone. Cut to the first play of the game. I was enraged, I yelled at my coach to put me on defense. Somehow in that huge stadium all I could hear was Ellyana. First play on defense, the guy who hugged and kissed her in front of me, got the ball. I drove shoulder pads right through his hip. I flipped him, he fumbled and hit his head when her landed. And when he was on the ground I stood over him, looked over at Ellyana, back at him and walked off. I ended up having the best quarterback game of my life. Every touchdown I would look over to Ellyana and she wasn’t laughing anymore, I felt good but still angry. I think I remember waking up and I woke up pissed I punched my wall. And I went back to sleep, so maybe I never actually woke up, but it’s like my dream cut to the end of the game. We won. As my team celebrated, I stood there watching Ellyana give the Easton guy a hug, and somehow in that whole stadium the only thing I could hear was her voice as clear as day, she said “I love you no matter what” . And she laughed the guy smiled. I dropped to my knees, I felt empty. Idc that we won, I believe I started to cry, and then I woke up. I woke up furious, but also sad. I couldn’t go back to sleep. I sat there thinking about what just happened. That sucked
Dreams often reflect our emotions, experiences, and unresolved issues. In analyzing your dream, several key themes emerge that can provide insight into its meaning:
Conflict and Competition: The football game symbolizes a competitive situation in your life, possibly relating to personal struggles or conflicts. The setting of a sports event, where teams face off, may indicate feelings of rivalry or comparison, especially if it's tied to your feelings towards Ellyana.
Ellyana's Presence: Seeing Ellyana in the dream signifies an emotional connection or unresolved feelings toward her. The initial joy of seeing her is overshadowed by feelings of fear and subsequent sadness when she is seen with someone else. This could symbolize feelings of loss or heartbreak, reflecting how significant she is to you and how her presence triggers past memories.
Emotional Turmoil: Your reactions throughout the dream—from anger and rage on the field to the sadness when seeing Ellyana with someone else—reflect a tumultuous emotional state. This may represent inner conflicts, where you feel torn between wanting to succeed (in the game) and grappling with feelings of inadequacy or rejection.
Physical Expressions of Anger: The act of wanting to fight, and then ultimately excelling in the game, might reflect a desire to channel your emotions (particularly anger) into a productive outlet. Sports can be a metaphor for overcoming challenges and expressing pent-up emotions.
Victory and Loneliness: While you achieve success in the game, the happiness is hollow because of your fixation on Ellyana and her interactions with the other guy. This emphasizes the idea that external achievements may not fill internal voids. The sense of emptiness you feel despite the victory suggests that personal relationships and emotional fulfillment are essential to your well-being.
Repetitive Voice: The clarity of Ellyana’s voice among the chaos highlights how impactful her words and presence are in your life. Her phrase, “I love you no matter what,” suggests a bond that persists despite circumstances, yet it also reflects the longing and unresolved feelings you have.
Final Emotional Resolution: The ending leaves you feeling empty, with tears and a sense of profound sadness. This might symbolize an acknowledgment of feelings you haven't fully processed, calling attention to the need to confront and resolve these emotions.
In essence, this dream seems to be a representation of your internal conflicts regarding love, competition, and emotional fulfillment. It may be helpful to reflect on your feelings toward Ellyana and the nature of your relationship to find closure or clarity in your waking life.